54 A YEAR WITH NELLIE. with “I cannot tell,” but his manner had seemed to say, “There is no hope.” Several times through the night Mr. Maine sent her away, when she sat on the stairs until he called her back. The doctor had left exact instructions as to what was to be done until his next visit, and however much he might be overcome by sleep, the father never dozed long enough to leave any of his duties as “nurse” undone. The worst time of all for Nellie was that when she was shut out, as too young to be of use. She would steal for an instant to her mother’s side, make sure that she was still in that sound slumber, and then go back to the stairs until that closed door was unlatched, then she would creep again to her chair by Harry’s side, and sit with head resting on her hand, watching his pallid face. As long as she lived that night often came back to Nellie’s mind, like a long terrible dream, and she could see before her the little © boy, looking so innocent and pretty and help- less, with his light yellow hair tangled into knots and curls, and his cheek, usually so rosy, almost the colour of the pillow on which it lay.