URIZEN'S SELF-CONTRADICTORY RECANTATION tial sitting (to which both will soon return). Urizen's veneration of "pleas- ure which unsought falls round the infants path" (121:11) allows him to congratulate himself masochistically: "I alone in misery supreme / Ungratified give all my joy unto this Luvah and Vala" (121:17-18). The absence of sexual exile in this vision of self misery is underscored by Los's contrasting speech in Night VIIa, uttered in the face of Enitharmon's supposed sexual excesses with all but Los: "All things beside the woful Los enjoy the delights of beauty.... I alone exempted from the joys of love / Must war with secret monsters of the animating worlds" (82:4-6). Further, what "joy" has Urizen to "give" to Luvah and Vala if he "Alone enjoy[s] not"? The status of Urizen's gestures at this point is complicated by the decree that issues out of them: "Let Orc consume let Tharmas rage let dark Urthona give / All strength to Los & Enitharmon & let Los self cursd / Rend down this fabric as a wall ruind & family extinct" (121:23-25). Although the Eternal Man had commanded the Dragon/ stony form only to "Let Luvah rage... even to Consummation" (120:32), Urizen invokes the rage of Tharmas, Los, and Orc who is "consum[ing]" rather than "Consummat[ing]" as the Eternal Man had said of Luvah. Urizen thus decrees (and thereby assumes implicit control, in the process of denying control, over) events involving the other central characters who have already entered into the narrative proper as preconditions of the Eternal Man's act of calling on Urizen in the first place. Urizen's gesture is ambiguous in that it is indeterminable whether he is claiming that his decree makes possible these events that occurred in Nights VIII and IX as effects of Urizen's fall into Dragon form, or whether he is claiming to cease preventing these events, a power which in the Dragon/stony form he does not have. Blake's systematic substitution of"futurity" for "remembrance" in his revision of Urizen's speech (121:19, 20, 21, and 22) ironically connects Urizen's words to the Eternal Man's question expressing his desire that the future be like the world he is remembering: "When shall the Man of future times become as in days of old" (120:5). Blake's revision reveals how "remembrance" and "futurity" constitute inverse temporal fictions that function to conceal. For the Eternal Man, the future is the locus of pro- jected hope; for Urizen it is the time of dread. What Urizen is performing in the present moment is itself a form of explicit hiding, denying, conceal- ing (analogous to the textual deletion itself), a mode of inverse remember- ing (forgetting) by turning his back on that which disturbs him. The spatial metaphor of "turning" is resilient, however, because as he turns his back on futurity he is squarely (though implicitly) facing "remembrance." Thus his present act of turning his back on his previous act of turning his back on the "present" enacts his primordial denial at the very moment he denies his denial. Even the way Urizen phrases his denial of futurity (turning his back) recalls the moment he turned his back on his Golden hall (and Ahania) in Night II (30:26-27), and thus resurrects the residual pres- ence of his repressed sexual desire for Ahania. Urizen's renunciation evades awareness ofhis sexual separation. Urizen is aware of the initiating event of Night IX performed by Los, to which the Eternal Man is oblivious, despite the fact that Urizen has apparently been asleep in his Dragon/stony form. Urizen relinquishes power he apparently does not possess. "futurity" versus "remembrance" Turning his back on "futurity," which Blake added to the text, causes Urizen to face "remembrance," which Blake deleted from the text: Urizen's action inverts Blake's revision.