FOUR ZOAS VIIA / 82:25-84:6 The significance of the Shadow/Spectre confer- ence: the re-emergence of the hiding/searching dialectic The Spectre says it is Ore's desire to rend his mother, but it is equally the Spectre's desire to rend the Shadow. birth and thus is a version of Los's brooding Eggs (81:8-9) and of the bursting forth of the dead (85:18-19), the concealed aspect of Orc's assum- ing a serpent form. As in Nights IV and V, the Spectre of Urthona appears as a residue of Los's sexual jealousy. Los's "jealous lamentation" in VIIa (81:22-82:15) is thus as much a cause of the Shadow's descent as is Urizen's hypocritical pity. Though the narrator says Los feels Urizen's "Envy" of Orc, Los seems to experience this Envy as a form of "Jealousy" over Enitharmon. Los's intersection with Urizen is encapsulated in his belief that he "alone exempted from the joys of love / Must war with secret monsters of the animating worlds" (82:6-7). Although, unlike Urizen, Los is consciously obsessed with his sexual desire, he has taken on the role Urizen acted out in Night VI, wandering "many a dreary way / Warring with monsters of the Deeps" (74:9-10). The descent of the Shadow of Enitharmon is simul- taneous with Los's lamentation and the Tree's bearing fruit, "in throes of birth." This simultaneity further reveals how Urizen's self-deceptive hypocritical envy is an aspect of Los's self-pitying jealousy. The Spectre and the Shadow act out the repressed sexuality of Los and Enitharmon, distorted by Urizen's creation of the Mundane Shell in Night II, and modulated through the transformations of Nights II-VI. The poisonous fruit of the Tree now becomes sexual food: "the Demon strong prepared the poison of sweet Love" (82:25). The action here in VIIa acts as if it were filling in the gaps in the Los/Enitharmon interchanges in Night II. The Spectre, operating partially as a mode of Urizen's plot to destroy Los's sexuality and partially as a fulfillment of Los's sexual desires, confronts the "hidden" aspects of Enitharmon, concealed from Los in his "jealous lamentation." Thus this confrontation also re-enacts and inverts the Thar- mas/Enion confrontation at the beginning of the poem. The Spectre, applying sweet love's poison, says the Shadow is "hiding / In secret places where no eye can trace thy watry way / Have I found thee have I found thee" (82:28-30). The desperation of hiding and searching is played out in a bizarre context, completely hidden from both Urizen and Los who invisibly participate in it. The Spectre predicts that, though Orc has "rent his discordant way / From thy sweet loins of bliss" (82:31-32) -in direct contrast to the narrative account of Orc's rending his way from Enithar- mon's "heart" in Night V (58:17)--the Shadow's next joy "shall be in sweet delusion / And its birth in fainting & sleep & Sweet delusions of Vala" (82:35-36). This utterance is crucial, for it twice pushes "delusion" (a form of deception as well as of play) into the open. The Spectre's utterance sets up an expectation that is immediately re- pressed because of the unusual quality of the information the Shadow imparts. In the Shadow's response, the "fruit" syntactically mediates be- tween Orc's desire to rend her (sexually, as the Spectre says Orc has already rent her in birth) and her inability to flee. Her frozen posture forces her to gesture in language in response to her dilemma, but this verbal gesture, as usual, is bodily as well. Her shift in tone signals a shift in bodily